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| This stinks... |
| 02.17.04 (3:15 am) [edit] |
... it really does. Last night I was happy, I'm going to start working out at this health center that's really cool and the staff is very nice. And today i feel blue, insecure about the whole deal and I just wanna go and hide under a rock or something.
Damnit! Why does this always happen? Is it a darn curse, or am I just plain weird?
So... it is slightly expensive, but the things you get for the money! Wow! People who keep track of where you are and where you're heading in your training. A PT available all the time, free hydrojetmassage, access to all classes, all cardio and gym machines and a lot of courses on food and training. I mean... that's gotta be worth 38$!
Or is it? It's a lot of money, and what if my damn counselor ios getting me admitted to the damned Youth Psychaiatrist ward or something? Or what if I just lose my will to exercise? I'm going 100% crazy here, as if I weren't already....
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| The Closest Thing To A Date... |
| 02.13.04 (3:06 am) [edit] |
... I'll have around this Valentine ,would have to be the date with the PT at the local gym later today. People keep telling me he's a major hunk and not to get distracted by his wonderful muscles. Knowing me, the only way he's gonna get my blood pumping is if he's got a tattoo on those buff arms.
By the way. It's Valentines day tomorrow, and I'm in a "hate-everyone-who's-got- a-relationship-or-are-hap py-and-look-good-screw-th is-hate-all-people!" mood... and it suits me very well.
I started a new diet today, some guy wrote a book called BODY FOR LIFE and I borrowed it from the liborary. And you know what? I am actually trying it out. And I'm hating/loving it already!
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| This Is Insane! |
| 02.11.04 (2:43 am) [edit] |
My mother's boyfriend is offering me 150£ if I lose, like, 14 pounds in 10 weeks, which should be a piece of cake for lil' ol' me. Apart from that I'm eating about 1000 calories a day and I'm working out good. I might actually even be as stupid as to join ANOTHER gym downtown. They've got a whole bunch of coarses, like Body Combat, Aerobic, Yoga, Kickboxing... Spinning. You name it, they've got it! I'm going there for a consultation tomorrow, and aparantly the guy I'm meating with is suppoused to be a real hunk! So... it's quite possible that I might actually agree to become a member.
Other then that... I haven't seen my counselor like I was suppoused to, because they posponed the damned session, and I haven't even been able to get a hold of them. I gotta remember to fix my cellphone...
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| Dietorium |
| 02.09.04 (2:37 am) [edit] |
I'mgoing back on my own homemade diet. It should work this time, I'm drinking a good amount of water and focusting on eating protein and slow carbs. So... it really SHOULD work. But hey... ya never know. All I KNOW, is that I'm gonna have that nice body by the summer and swimsuit season. Or else I'm gonna kill myself. Damnit!
Other then that, I'm hanging with my friends and embracing my new rolemodel; Carson Kressley. He's fucking wonderful! The man is the God of Gay, and boy... does he do it with style! Anyway... have a nice day, bitches, and try not to choke on your own fingers.
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| The Bitchy Side |
| 02.06.04 (3:32 am) [edit] |
There are some people I just cannot stand. A few of them are in my class, and a few of them in my school. These are people who i find false. And I hate false people.
The kind of people who will look at you like you're trash one day, and the next day they're all lovely and ask you how you're doin' and stuff, those are the people I'd really like to give a big black eye!
And now I'm sitting here, waiting for a freaking symphony concert to start. I'm going to hate my school for this! Manditory concerts. Okay... I like pretty music, but I could be on my way home to get a nice workout right now!
Seriously... I do not think of this day as a day that would become exciting, but I sure hope it does, cause otherwise I'm gonna fall asleep!
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| The Party Zone |
| 02.05.04 (3:15 am) [edit] |
Last night was wonderful! I had a great time and I danced more then I have in my whole life. And I got some lip action too!
That was actually quite nice. If only the guy wouldn't have been so enchanted by my lower lip, because it's all blue today! I gotta go and apply some lipstick and see if I can hide the damage, the color doesn't go with my hair or eyeshadow.
buh Bye... bitches!
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| Geeez... |
| 02.04.04 (4:09 am) [edit] |
So... one of the most wonderful guys in the workld is in love, which means moi doesn't stand a chance anymore. Did you know that my life sucks? I soo want a smoke right now, but since I'm going out tonight, I don't think I will. My friends doesn't like smokers. And it doesn't really smell all that nice.
But still... I'm sooo not eating another thing today, and right now, I think my tounge is growing big enough for it to suffocate me. *gags* Anything else? Yes and no... I want to go home, cause my tummy's hurting, but I won't be able to for another... 3 hours. I hate cramps. And naturally I forgot my blessed pills at home, so my tummy will probably hurt all evening.
I feel tired and out of tune with myself. I'm going to be happy and nice until tomorrow night. I don't want to ruin what could become a night of having really much fun with moping around. So... I'll keep the moping for later. Maybe I'll cry a wee bit when I get home, maybe I'll have a breakdown in my signlanguage class.
Who knows... and whatever happens. I DON'T CARE. End of story, bye y'all!
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| The Club |
| 02.04.04 (3:21 am) [edit] |
[b]General information:[/b]
Me and my friends are going to a part today. I bought this hair dye that washes out after 3 shampoos, in a really red color tone. And a facial mask... of coarse. Now... the only problem left is the outfit. I was thinking about plain Jeans and a old Tshirt. But I'm going with my friends, and they're getting all dolled up, so I might as well do that to.
[b]Insanity Level:[/b] Varying... from low to hight... all the time
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| The Peach |
| 02.03.04 (4:20 am) [edit] |
I bleached my hair, and my friends tell me it's the same colour as a peach, and they love it. I don't know if I really care about wether they likeit or not, but anyway...
Tonight Girl,Interrupted is on tv, which means I'll be glued to the tv and yell at anyone who tries to disturb me.
What else??? Nothing I guess...
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