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| The Common Room |
| 01.27.04 (3:02 am) [edit] |
I cannot eat anymore.
Considtering the size of my breakfast and the long walk to school I really should have been hungry as hell.
But I wasn't.
I had 6 pieces of potato (notice: pieces... not whole... but pieces) and one of those wierd veggie things they serve at this school.
Oh... and a bit of salad.
And I'm stuffed.
If I had eaten the last on my plate, the bite I threw away, I would have puked.
So... what's up for today?
A big, fat nothing, then some history... and then, perhaps, an evening in front of the tv or in the fucking bathtub...
I've been in water so much lately I think I'm turning into a fucking mermaid.
I don't think I'll be going to the gym today.
My throat is hurting and I think I might have a screwed up kind of fever.
I'm just not feeling too good at all.
But then again, it might all just be in MY HEAD!
I'm soooo sick and tired of this fucking shit!
It's driving me crazier then I already am, and I guess that creates an evil circle of darkness and emptyness.
The worse I get... the worse I feel, and the worse I feel, the worse I get.
See... it's not really my fault.
If someone would just diagnonsense me already I'd be fine.
At least I wouldn't keep driving myself crazier...
I know... you probably think I'm imagening that I'm crazy, well... so be it.
But wouldn't I have to be crazy to believe that I'm crazy?
So... you see... it's really not an option for me to be all peachy keen and healthy as all the other mindless drones around me!
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